141123.

Today, I mistook the

word "moth" for "mosque"

and my classmate

bricked my head

for good because he

knew that, as the days

pass by, my brain is

beginning to deteriorate.

I did not even let

him comment on how

forgetful I have been

because I know it

myself. The rest of my

friends try to confirm

my sanity by fishing

my cheerful personality

back, but I felt numb.

A couple of

them gave me a carton

of my favourite French Vanilla

iced coffee in order

to lift me up once again.

I quietly realise that

I've been drowning in

my thoughts too

deep, so when

my senior gave my

shoulder a pat and

a hug that can rival

all sorts of warmth

in the world, I just know

that I am not

alone and that better

days are probably about to

be served on a china

plate just for me.

♔

141121.

Everyone agrees that he is a

lunatic; the living epitome of

losing one's mind. He would

crawl on the cold tiles

submissively, wild midnight hair

sprawled in all sorts of directions,

blank eyes bloodshot and

blinking every second, eyelids strewn in

crimson and kohl. His

tanned skin was caressed

by torn jeans and an

even tattered straitjacket, an

alias to his seemingly unstable

sanity. But they were his

props to express his feelings of

being trapped in a

kaleidoscopic confusion; he wants

to be free from the

overdosing amount of possession

he is strained with, but he is

simultaneously addicted to the

feeling of being severely loved,

everyday craving for

more affinity while struggling

to tear the malicious

hunger apart. He is addicted,

addicted, addicted. He wants

to stop but he'll suffocate

if he does. Like the living

Le Sacre Du Printemps he

is, he flung his straitjacket

around his torso once

again before he passionately

pirouettes a call

for a doctor.

♔

141108.

Laugh as if

you are the merriest

creature in

this universe.

Laugh as if

you have lost

your mind and

won't bother to

look for it.

Laugh as if something

hilarious is definitely

making your day.

Laugh as if you've

never been a victim

of the world's

sadistic deeds.

Laugh as if you've

never done anything

wrong in the past.

Laugh as if

you are shameless

and you want

others to look at

you laughing so that

they will laugh

along with you.

Laugh as if it

is the only thing

you can ever do.

Laugh as if

your entire life

depends on it.

Laugh as if you

are the only happy

virus who can

even make the

clouds up in the

sky laugh.

Laugh, simply.

♔

141104.

Sometimes, it's

awesome to

be reckless.

Doing things as if

you're the

only one existing

in this big

bad world

with no one to

judge whoever

or whatever the

heck you are.

Being yourself

without having to

be frowned

upon as you

learn to

sharpen that one

unique character of

yours. Becoming

someone you've

always dreamt of

being like the

skies are only

a doorstep

away from your

grasp. However,

the big

bad world does not

run that way.

So, either you have

to abide

by the rules or

plummet down

in your fantasy.

♔